hysteric

Flow sweetly hang heavy you suddenly complete me

i dont really appreciate being judged by people who aren't my friends. who only know me through a professional relationship. please keep your comments to yourself unless i ask for your advice. because i don't have to explain myself to you. and i dont like feeling guilty and being lectured by how i am feeling.

why is it when the people i do care about and i know care about me, are distracted with their own lives and choose not to see that i need their love and understanding? i shouldn't have to ask for their reassurance or love. i should be able to receive it any time, any place. but yet, i find myself begging for it... and never quite getting what i need from you.

it's times like this i wish i could tell you how much you really complete me. how lost i would be without you. and, how i wish you would respond the way i need you too. so i can feel like it isn't all for nothing. even when i may not act the way i should. or the way you want me too. it's times like this when i wish you would just answer your phone. and be able to read me. and tell me everything i need to hear.