Thursday, May 19, 2011

undisclosed desires

love would heal if we stayed true to the dreams of our youth


sometimes i think about writing a letter to everyone of my close friends and families for if something ever happened to me, they would really know how i feel. have you ever felt like words can never truly express how you feel and there's no way to convey the thoughts, emotions, and constant reminders of how much you care about someone?

there would be surprises. secrets unrevealed, even to myself. dreams that evolved when i was in high school, and pushed back to be ignored would be pouring out as i accepted the fact that they have not changed in 10 years. we grow. our lives continue. but no matter how often we get caught in that whirlwind of life as we know it, there are moments of clarity. that you know exactly what you want. and know exactly what you have to do to get there. but, as life picks up again, and you are swept away by your current reality, you forget your dreams all over again. until you open your eyes and it all comes flooding back.

it's my life. and it will always be mine. no one can take that away from me. my dreams can be mine and mine alone. who are you to judge them and me for having them.

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