our war

It's like we learned our lesson. But conveniently forgot the rules

Sometimes there are people in your life that will make an impact on you when you least expect it. that person that has always had a place in your heart that you don't really know how to put your finger on what it is they do to you. it's that something that you're fine without, until you remember it again. then, it comes back at full force constantly on your mind. but it's difficult, because you don't even know what it is you're looking for.

You danced around the truth since day one, it's one of those things that will always be there... one of those things you wont understand because you never had the courage to explore what it meant. whatever it is. sometimes, you underestimate each other, and get caught off guard as to how much you care, and how much more you want from that person.

the war we continue to go through can't be compared to the one you have faced first hand. but you will continue to fight your own war in your own way. a way most likely no one will never understand. it's probably more complex than what it is. but it's those moments where you face surprise that makes you take a step back and wonder how much goes on in your mind about the past.

there are no rules. there never have been. if there were, maybe this would make sense and there would be less sidestepping and more communication.