do you ever have a secret... you can't tell anyone. it lives inside your mind rearranging itself until it finds its home and it cannot be bothered. it's stuck far far beyond your every day motions that sometimes, you really forget it lives there.
until it is shattered loose. and it's the only thing on your mind. your conversations seem to relate to it, everything is twisted making you believe that it's all about you and your secret.
together... we're are perfection. it's unfortunate it wasn't recognize sooner... it's unfortunate that it was ignored for so long. perhaps, it always will be. because it's just better this way. the unspoken knowledge we both have, but would never think of admitting to one another. Because it could potentially make things entirely awkward on so many levels.
i wonder if you could fell so deep in your own little world, that the light of the bigger picture keeps getting smaller and smaller as you drift away from it slowly. what happens when you get so far down out of reach that no one can pull you out? or worse... what if the one person who can... doesn't look in your direction?
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