Inside Out

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed. So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

How you ever really felt the anxiety of an emotional rollercoaster? when your stomach is in knots and you aren't really sure how to react to a situation, fix a situation, or even deal with it?

Two roads seem like perfect endings. i'm traveling down one, but want to turn around and head the other way. would it be the same if things were reversed? i'm closing so many doors, but desperately trying to keep this one open... even if it is just a crack. the more doors i close, the more i want to swing open the other and let myself fall down the steps and into that lifestyle.

how do i focus on keeping my eyes forward rather than always looking back? keeping afloat without a life preserver is not as easy as it may seem.

you really do know me inside and out. whether or not you admit it or not. to yourself, or anyone else. maybe it's better that way. maybe it's not. maybe i'll never be able to open the door to perfection.