sometimes i have no validity to my reactions. in fact, sometimes my immediate responses to situations/comments are so out of character that it makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. it's just an instinct. the initial boiling of frustration, anxiety, or most important, jealousy. the creeps up out of nowhere.
but one thing i know for sure is when i am feeling a bit off, or there is something uncertain about something in my life that is important to me, i will react. and, there is no hiding those reactions. even if they are uncalled for, or unnecessary.
you may not be the strongest person in the world. or the tallest, or the most intimidating. but, when you are put into the situation that calls for protection, you will be surprised at how you step up to the plate without any hesitation. one my look at me and laugh at any thought of protection. but there's more to a person that needs protection than the physical aspects.
in fact, often times the things that need protected the most go overlooked. your emotions and feelings. by valuing your every day thoughts and reactions to your thoughts and life, you learn that if you could hire a body guard to ensure you don't hurt, and others don't hurt for you, perhaps your life would be a lot less painful.
so, i'm here. waiting to listen. waiting for you when you have no one else to turn to. i only ask that you are aware of yourself, and know deep down that i will put everything on the line for you. your truth, your words, i will always protect and always believe in. so by giving me that understanding, that truth, that honestly, you are only helping yourself.
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