unraveled

what are feelings without emotions

words are only words. depending on who they come from, they can make you feel like you are on top of the world, or the bottom. they can make you smile, make you cry. they can lift up your heart, or break it.

but how is it that the lack of them can hurt more than anything in the world? the yearning for a simple "i miss you" or, a "im thinking about you" when you need it most. when you think you are confident, and happy, the lack of reassurance and feeling... makes you unravel slowly into someone you don't even know. i just dont understand how people who are the love of someone's life... can disregard the privilege they have in saying a simple "i love you." can they not see that it make's their significant other's day? why would you throw that power out the window? it's something i will never understand.

so. to all the people i love and cherish. you know who you are. you make my world complete. and i love you all. so so much. and im sorry if i don't tell you enough. because its true. i say this with feeling. and emotion.